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Writing my own eulogy

Posted by Patriciaaobrien on Mar 22, 2019 in Uncategorized

She was flaky as hell. A hot mess. That girl never got her shit together. But there is no one you would rather have on your side when you needed her.

 
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Questions

Posted by Patriciaaobrien on Mar 22, 2019 in Uncategorized

Why do  I overeat, emotionally eat, binge eat, make poor food choices?  Because I’m lonely, bored, sad, feeling only negative emotions, overwhelmed, I feel unable to control anything in my life, I have used all my will power on other things I have to do, it seems like it doesn’t even matter or it’s hopeless and impossible, I don’t plan ahead, I let myself get too hungry, I have strong cravings or urges, it’s the only thing I have access to to help me cope and feel better.

 
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Tired

Posted by Patriciaaobrien on Jan 18, 2019 in Uncategorized

I’m so fucking tired of fighting this and trying to figure it out and living with it and trying to explain it and trying to get help for it and trying to treat it and not knowing what it is and feeling like a failure and a bad person and not being able to follow through with anything and working hard and making progress only to throw it all away and have to start over and never knowing what is really me and what I really feel and what I really want and what I’ll be like in a year or a season or a month or a week or a day or an hour or a minute.  It would help if someone could figure out what this is and what is causing it and what would make it better.

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